Thursday, November 30, 2006
o.O...we were all looking forward to this day...& also very nervous...
coz this is like an 'audition'....
if we do well for this....then we'll get the 8dec deal to perform at orchid country club........
if not.................................
that's Y we were very nervous..........
but then just a week before this performance...
ALOT of things happened....
ALOT ALOT......
haix...if i say every single detail of it...
it'll take months to explain the whole thingy....
just to keep it short & simple....
the adults have lost faith & trust in us....
we are not trying to pinpoint anybody....
coz we are SHINE, we work as a team....
there's no you inside SHINE, there's only US...
haix..it's very taxing for all of us...
the mental & physical stress is overpowering us....
it's like pulling down our confidence....
u will not knw how much 'storm' we went thru'...'
being suspected by the adults, being 'interrograted' by them...
being forced to answer questions that we totally dunno wat to answer...
being kept in the dark of exactly wat's really happening, yet at the same time have to cover each other's ass....
every time we face them... our hearts always pump 3 times faster....
we are very frightened of wat they would ask....
every single word that came out from their mouth is like a time bomb...
u wont know when it will explode...
BUT....
i would like to tell everyone in SHINE...
im very sorry....
haix...i dunno wat to say le...
no matter how much shit i have to go thru....
i dun care...i dun mind...
coz i knw u guys will always be by my side supporting me....
& i will always be there to protect u guys de....
dun worry....dun think too much...
juz go n do wat u always wanna do!!!
i trust u guys...
i believe u all can do it de!!!
i've never doubted in you guys....
i've never given up any hope in anyone...including jia....
i still believe in SHINE...
it's u guys that brough me out of my phoebia after the competition....
JIAYOU.....
today is THE day....
*drum roll*
damm scary lar....
we even saw Qian Ling Lao Shi...
soon....it's over turn to perform...
OMG OMG....
this will determine our fate on 8dec...OMGOMG....
JIAYOU SHINE =>
1. Remember
2. Supermodel
although the stage is abit small & the sound system not very gd.......
but then.......we can do it de...we shall not be affected by external factors....
*phew* everything ended...in 5 mins....everything ended....
wat's the results???
wat wat wat?!?!!?
how how how?!?!?!
"ok lar~~"
mm......................
actually not bad =>
we have hope =>
then later when we were in the car....we chit chat non-stop
we've got our $50!! heehee
then we were like snatching here & there...whahaha damm funny....
(it juz reminds me of those days....)
then Yan & shi were saying that they wanna eat Hokkien mee....
they say that last time after the competition....
we were very sad & 'guang chi' Hokkien mee....
then they were saying like...cant cant cant eat Hokkien mee...
coz it's like an indicated of failure...heehee...
but then...they juz cant resist their hunger...
so..in the end...they still ate Hokkien mee...
this time....they ate happily...with laugher & all smiles....
seeing them so happy....
i was relieved...i felt that everything is worth it....
all scarifises that i've made... all the scoldings and stress that i've went thru
all the time & effort we all put in....
everything is juz worth it!
it's bcoz we are SHINE....
later at home....
my dad told me that the person-in-charge called & say that our performance was GREAT =>
n he wants us to get ready for 8dec!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!
i was so damm happy =>
then somemore he said that he'll top up $100 for that....
OMG OMG!!!
our value has increased!
whahaha
actually we dun mind the $100....
it's the assurance & satisfactory from them that made us happy....
we knw that we did a GREAT job.... =>
this is the kind of assurance that made us very very happy =>
HELLO 8dec...
wait for us...
we'll show u guys...wat we have =>
feeling hot @[2:30 PM]
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