Tuesday, December 12, 2006
yays yays...
aft months of anticipation....
finally....8 dec arrived...
we are in for a BIG one....
this is SO exciting....
los of ppl have high expectation of us....
it's like another 'Blk138' performance...
but then...honestly....we didnt prac much....
we only did it on that day itself....
i had to rush off halfway during my project...
shi had to skip her netball
& yan was in dance & could only leave at 4pm....
haiz.....we didnt really hope for much....
cuming cuming cuming...
it's like less than hrs b4 we are going to reach Orchid Country club....
*excited*worried*anxious*anticipation*nervous*scary*heart pumping like siao*
whahaha...all sorts of emotions....all mixed emotions....
then...it was our turn....
OMG...the small kids b4 us....did hip hop dance & they were so damm pro lar...
making us all so nervous & excited....
walao....those kids har...they are really good...
a 8-10yr old boy did HEADSTAND! OMG!
whahaha....
then...it was our turn....
gosh...it was freaking nervous lar....
we sang the following songs...
1. Remember
2. Super Model
3. Super Star (ad-hoc request)
gosh...the funny thing is that....the clothing that we are wearing....
whaha...there's this strip thingy...
then everytime when we are dancing....
it pulls up our skirt!
whaha....then we are like struggling to pull down our skirt w/o letting those ppl c lor!!
OMG...there were like hundreds of ppl lor...(Lion's Club ppl)
walao...so damm paiseh whahaha
but then overall..it was indeed a GREAT enjoyment...
performing in front of hundreds of ppl..
3 songs...nonstop..
i was sweating like hell!!!
hahahah
feeling hot @[8:24 AM]
Thursday, November 30, 2006
o.O...we were all looking forward to this day...& also very nervous...
coz this is like an 'audition'....
if we do well for this....then we'll get the 8dec deal to perform at orchid country club........
if not.................................
that's Y we were very nervous..........
but then just a week before this performance...
ALOT of things happened....
ALOT ALOT......
haix...if i say every single detail of it...
it'll take months to explain the whole thingy....
just to keep it short & simple....
the adults have lost faith & trust in us....
we are not trying to pinpoint anybody....
coz we are SHINE, we work as a team....
there's no you inside SHINE, there's only US...
haix..it's very taxing for all of us...
the mental & physical stress is overpowering us....
it's like pulling down our confidence....
u will not knw how much 'storm' we went thru'...'
being suspected by the adults, being 'interrograted' by them...
being forced to answer questions that we totally dunno wat to answer...
being kept in the dark of exactly wat's really happening, yet at the same time have to cover each other's ass....
every time we face them... our hearts always pump 3 times faster....
we are very frightened of wat they would ask....
every single word that came out from their mouth is like a time bomb...
u wont know when it will explode...
BUT....
i would like to tell everyone in SHINE...
im very sorry....
haix...i dunno wat to say le...
no matter how much shit i have to go thru....
i dun care...i dun mind...
coz i knw u guys will always be by my side supporting me....
& i will always be there to protect u guys de....
dun worry....dun think too much...
juz go n do wat u always wanna do!!!
i trust u guys...
i believe u all can do it de!!!
i've never doubted in you guys....
i've never given up any hope in anyone...including jia....
i still believe in SHINE...
it's u guys that brough me out of my phoebia after the competition....
JIAYOU.....
today is THE day....
*drum roll*
damm scary lar....
we even saw Qian Ling Lao Shi...
soon....it's over turn to perform...
OMG OMG....
this will determine our fate on 8dec...OMGOMG....
JIAYOU SHINE =>
1. Remember
2. Supermodel
although the stage is abit small & the sound system not very gd.......
but then.......we can do it de...we shall not be affected by external factors....
*phew* everything ended...in 5 mins....everything ended....
wat's the results???
wat wat wat?!?!!?
how how how?!?!?!
"ok lar~~"
mm......................
actually not bad =>
we have hope =>
then later when we were in the car....we chit chat non-stop
we've got our $50!! heehee
then we were like snatching here & there...whahaha damm funny....
(it juz reminds me of those days....)
then Yan & shi were saying that they wanna eat Hokkien mee....
they say that last time after the competition....
we were very sad & 'guang chi' Hokkien mee....
then they were saying like...cant cant cant eat Hokkien mee...
coz it's like an indicated of failure...heehee...
but then...they juz cant resist their hunger...
so..in the end...they still ate Hokkien mee...
this time....they ate happily...with laugher & all smiles....
seeing them so happy....
i was relieved...i felt that everything is worth it....
all scarifises that i've made... all the scoldings and stress that i've went thru
all the time & effort we all put in....
everything is juz worth it!
it's bcoz we are SHINE....
later at home....
my dad told me that the person-in-charge called & say that our performance was GREAT =>
n he wants us to get ready for 8dec!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!
i was so damm happy =>
then somemore he said that he'll top up $100 for that....
OMG OMG!!!
our value has increased!
whahaha
actually we dun mind the $100....
it's the assurance & satisfactory from them that made us happy....
we knw that we did a GREAT job.... =>
this is the kind of assurance that made us very very happy =>
HELLO 8dec...
wait for us...
we'll show u guys...wat we have =>
feeling hot @[2:30 PM]
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
We had our dinner 1st b4 going there...but then shi was having a bad headache & yee was having some stomach probs.....
then when we went there to see....it was a very small area, not really a stage...nothing interesting
then the adults were like "do u all want it?"
*hinting to us that, we shld not sing*
but then luckily yan said "we c if there's alot of ppl, if there's alot then we dun want"
luckily yan said this...luckily...
then there's few ppl...
then we sang: Supermodel....
whahah....there's this guy (very BT look) keep on looking at yan! whahah
then later halfway thru, the person passed to yee a wired mike...whaha
that's when yee got very confused & got herself tangled whahahah
then later at the end, the whole thing suddenly stopped whahaha
damm paiseh but then we got lots of applause & attention =>
we really stunned the whole crowd =>
then the person in charge invite us to sing again....
then we sang "Ban Tang zhu yi:
this time, it wasn't that great...we lose their attention...
moreover, shi & yee were sick.,..
then shi's headache got so worst that she could not take it anymore & cried...sad...
btw...u knw wat?!?!?!
we got hold of another possible contract!!!
the person in charge is actually in charge of another event in 8dec
whereby its a charitable performance to old folks & they'll invite singers from other countries to come over as well.....it's going to be held at orchard country club!!
OMG!! we can sing up tp 3 items!!!OMG!!! it was really an unexpected harvest!!!
*phew* we almost missed the chance if we had listened to the adults....
we really cant judge a book by its cover...wat we thought that was nothing....actually we were in for a bigger deal!!!
loong cheng uncle came to tell us this GREAT news =>
then he said sth....
"他们要人多不要人少,所以要最少四个人。人可以多不可以少。"
i dun knw if he's hinting abt getting jia in....or is he trying to warn us that none of us shld back out at the last min...coz i think every1 has the phobia of the history repeating itself...
haix...i really dunno wat to do....
i really hope that SHINE will go back to full manpower...
but then...it's like at the same time quite unfair, as in...jia only cums in & out only when she feels like it..only when she has the mood...it's like..it's not respecting us...it's like not taking our feelings into consideration & treating it like a nobody, meaningless thing....
but then at the same time...i want SHINE to really be SHINE...
we welcome jia back anytime when she's really to accept SHINE into her life again....
n i truely hope that when the time comes...she will really be committed & i hope that she won't let us wait too long....
those gd old days when we suffered together, all the stuffs that we went thru together....
i missed those gd old days....
time juz passes too fast....
8 dec....we are working hard towards his BIG goal...
who knws perhaps another opportunity....who knws....
im not going to give up any hope....any tiny tiny hope....
i knw that ard that time, i'll b having exams....but then i nv tell any1 coz i dun want disappointment, i dun want them to lose hope....i can handle it de! i dun want coz of me 1 person then make us lose the rare opportunity that the event might bring...
no worries!!! we'll work hard towards 8dec!!
8dec!! wait for us!!!
we are preparaing to charge & make an impact!!!!
feeling hot @[3:00 AM]
this is the 3rd yr!!! whahaha
but then...it's only the 4 of us...
but then this yr a bit special...we did a short, funny skit =>
really very funny!!!
all thanks to loong cheng uncle & auntie!!it was really damm funny!!
1. Ban Tang Zhu Yi
2. Short skit
cast: Nurse -Yan
Ah Ma (Tan Jing Gu) - Elene
Grand daughter - Yee
Ah Ma (Tan Luo Gu) - Shi
Grand son - Boon Keong
'YUan zhang' - loon cheng uncle
3. Supermodel
4. Remember
At the end, we were given 2 presents each as a small token of appreciation =>
you xin jiu hao =>
although the dairy that yee received was used before! hahaha
the uncle even told us that mayb in some mths to cum, they'll invite us again to some charitable program for the old folks...whaha he even said that he'll invite us back every yr...hahaha
did he even notice that we are no longer 5 ppl liao??
feeling hot @[2:54 AM]
i rushed all the way from NP camp (from clementi) to bedok!!
whaha but then it's all worth it!!!
the person who called me, Ivy...till now i dunno who is she...whahah
then we sang 2 songs: Superstar & supermodel...
at first there's not much ppl...only aft we sang then the kids came crowding towards the stage...
then later when we were waiting for the supermodel song to be loaded...i heard 2 young gal kids standing in the middle of us at the stairs..talking
"以后我常打要像这些姐姐一样"
of course! i was delighted to hear such!! whahaha bhb
oya...then later another person from the RC told Yee that tml (1/10) there's another mooncake celebration over at Blk 134....and wants us to go at abt 7pm....HURRAY ;) another contract =>
once we ended, i have to rush back to NP camp again....
left with only shi, yee & yan....*sad*im so sry that i've to go back to NP camp...leaving the 3 of u all alone....but then i did msg them telling them tat i really enjoyed myself =>
last yr...it wasn't like that...last yr...the 5 of us were playing happily, making wishes....
how cum everything changed le....
feeling hot @[2:47 AM]
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Last sunday (17th Sep), I've received news from mom that the old folks home wanna invite us to perform on 1oct - moon cake festival....
indeed i was happy => finally aft so many mths of waiting....
but then....happiness was short-lived....& indeed very short almost like 1 sec...
coz....SHINE...is only 4 person now....& every1 seem very bz wif their sch work, cca & exams....the probability of them agreeing to this invitation is almost as low as zero....
but then i still gave it a try.....
& i was right...
the immediate reply that Yee gave me was....
"I'm sorry, i think i wont be able to make it coz of my 'N' levels"
i understand...totally....coz last time i really had to juggle with my 'O' levels and the many performance & pracs....i dun want her to go thru the torture...i could understand that...i didnt blame her or anything....i juz replied...it's ok => i understand =>
but then later that day...Yee msg me again...this time...a GOOD news that drew a grin in my face! she told me that she'll join!!
I was smiling from ear to ear =>
but then...i was very very afraid that she couldn't handle the time well....
im very afraid that she might be too stressed....
i called her & had a talk wif her.....
eventually.....we ARE going to perform!! =>
Today....24th sep (sun)....the 4 of us started practising....
initially, everything was ok....
but then when i heard this song...."热带雨林".....
it was Jia's fav song last time.....& she always love to sing it....
when i was singing....i was tearing at the same time...
suddenly thought of those days when we were together arguing, practising, dancing, playing afool....those were the days....only to be kept in our memories....perhaps...it can nv come into real life anymore...perhaps....
i couldn't stop crying....i dunno Y....
suddenly....everything seem so quiet....without her non-sense, her irritating arguments, her unreasonable logic....everything seem so different...different....
we have all grown in a way or other....
we have all changed too...major changes.....
are we ever the same???
are we still the cheerful, playful, determined, courageous & noisy SHINE????
are we????
have we outgrown it? or have we forgotten who we really are.....
feeling hot @[3:03 PM]
"1st performance.....wif only 4 of us...."
typing this sentence alone, brought tears to my eyes...i couldn't stop 'raining'...
hearts were broken, eyes were flooded....we still have to continue our performance....no matter wat....
after recovering from all the 'injury' and pain....
we encouraged & motivate each other...to carry on the journey....
we'll have to press on...work even harder....to continue the dream that the 5 of us has created....
in our hearts...we were reluctant...but then we know that....she has her own stuffs to settle...it's her choice....n as friends....we shld support her....
but then....do the adults understand???
they only know how to say..."aiya...the 4 of u like that oso very nice....even much nicer lor..."
do we really want it this way? OF COURSE NOT!
it's not whether its nice anot...it's the bond, the relationship the 5 of us has cultivated throughtout these years!
promises that we have made, lessons that we've learnt together....we grew up together....the experiences, the turning points, the emotions....
nothing can ever replace those memories....
memories....
for now...SHINE...the past experiences of the full manpower of SHINE...has faded into memories....the 5 of us together...something we took for granted...could only be felt in our memories....
feeling hot @[2:49 PM]
Monday, March 27, 2006
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
feeling hot @[2:14 PM]
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It's been almost 3 months ever since we last performed....
re-stepping onto the stage again...it really needs lots of courage...
though we are excited & nervous,yet at the same time...scared...
we are afraid that we might fail again....
but then....
一个人是恐惧,但只要五个人在一起。。。
恐惧会变成勇气。。。
no matter what...it's an opportunity that we muz grab tight & really do our very best!!!
机会是给找机会的人,不要说这个机会不好所以不要,因为机会一错过了就永远不会回来了。
Though the adults strongly encourage us to use back
why did we do so???
1. we are afraid that we cant seem to enjoy & bring out the feeling of
2. we are afraid that we will fail this song
3. we think that
Therefore, we finally made our decision...a new song...
At the CC, inside the hall...though there's a long stretch of mouth-watery food...everyone had no appetite to eat...coz we are too nervous...
soon we'll be performing for those teachers to see....
we are all very excited, nervous, anxious....
our very 1st performance after the competition...
Then....after waiting for quite some time...it's our turn...
whaha...Qian Ling was 'interviewing' us...
whaha...so funny...Qian Ling was asking Yan wat's her name... & Yan juz stare blankly at her...
(whah....later Yan told me that she was thinking of what name to say...Yan?Karolyn?Qiao Xin?)
Then...the
Gosh...it's quite ok...but then she went a bit flat...nvm....we still managed to complete the whole song ;) not too bad guys ;)
wow....as though freed fom jail...all of them started to full their stomach with FOOD!!!
whaha....they must have been damm nervous lar...whahah
After watching the show for awhile more, we left....coz we need to go back to Xiaoyi Hse to celebrate Alicia's bday...everyone is waiting for us to go back & cut cake ;)heehee
wa seh...we so 'BIG' har...whaha...so honoured seah...heehee
then when we are about to leave...Qian Ling gave some comments...
she said that Jia came out flat...& then the overall dance coordination still have to be improved...& oso our 'Ying Zhun" (pitch of our voice tone) is not very good...she'll give us fail in that section...but then she said that it can be improved ;) she told us to JIAYOU ;) heehee...
We'll accept her comments & put in more hard work into our future practises....
then as we were going down the stairs...my dad was being stopped by the Chairman of Bukit Batok RC...heeehee...he said that he's too paiseh to approach us in front of Qian Ling...so when he saw us leaving...he waited at the stairs for us....heehee...he said that he would like to have our contact no...so that when there's performance, he would like to invite us ;)
OMG!! cool seah!!! another 'contract' heehee ;)
an unexpected harvet ;) heehee...
Who knows maybe this is another opportunity for us to SHINE!!!!
feeling hot @[2:13 PM]
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Today is THE day that we have been anticipating for MONTHS...
today..we shall see the fruit of our labour...will our hard work blossom??
Our target...is to get in at least into the semi-finals...that's our aim...SHINE's mission...
All of us were getting very excited...
we went to Yan's hse in the morning to put on make up & get all our stuffs ready...
then my dad fetch all of us to Mediacorp....
During the journey, all of us were so happy , excited & enthu about everything, we kept chatting non-stop & practise our song (Beauty up my Life) non-stop...
Once we reached Mediacorp...whaha...we keep on going to toilet...heehee...
The person-in-charge brought all of us into the studio...OMG!!! it's so cold!!!
Contestant No.1: Cool Boyz (5 young boys band) - Ai De Chu Ti Yan
Contestant No.2: Lush (2 quite big gals) - Huai Tian Qi (Stefanie Sun)
Contestant No.3: Dreamz (2 cutie gals) - Shuo Ai Ni (Jolin)
Contestant No.4: SHINE (US!!!!!heehee) - Beauty Up my Life (SHE)
We rehearsed quite a few times...
then we sort of made friends with Dreamz...heehee...
knew that they are 12 this year & they scored very well in their PSLE...one of the gal is even an actress in one of Jack Neo's movie
After the rehearsal, we went to Mediacorp's very own make-up room...OMG!!!
whaha...felt so much like a star...allowing those make-up artist to help us make-up...GOSH!!!
we also saw 2 popular actress...(tip-of-tongue...cant rmb their names...heehee...) OMG...one is so so so skinny & the other is quite TALL!! heheee...
Maggie got her eyes glittered...whaha look so much like a GOLDfish!! whaha
the rest of us were quite satisfied with our make-up...heehee...but then Yan's make-up artist wasn't that pro...he juz anyhow help Yan make...so Yan's male-up not very balanced & nice..heehee
Then we proceed to the canteen to have our lunch...
Soon after lunch will be the time...the time for us to show everyone that SHINE can make it!!!
Oh ya...not to forget...some of our friends came...
as for my friends...Ratna, Peihua, Yamuna & Vanessa came...
as for ShiMin...Wan Jing & Ericia came...
Thanks for all your support =>
And also not to forget!!!
All of families & relatives supporters!!!Almost abotu 30+ ppl!!!! wow!!!!!!
whahah....THANKS FOR ALL YOU SUPPORT!!!!
Then...at 8pm...the show began....
finally....it's our turn...OMG...we are getting very nervous....we gave each other encouragement & support....in juz 2 mins we have to show to everyone; our months of effort, our hopes, our dreams...2 mins...we finished our song...it seem so fast...
then it's time to announce the 1st team to go thru the semi-final....
..........drum roll.................
NO.1!!!!!! Cool Boyz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We were so confident that we could get in....suddenly...our confidence level dropped...
before i could even recover from my shock...i need to rush to the backstage & prepare for the nxt stage of the competition...the recovery round...singing <Lao Su Ai Da Mi>..
At the back stage...i was very nervous...i know that now im representing SHINE...their hopes rely on me now...i have to do my best...i cant try...i MUZ do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really tried to enjoy myself during this whole song...juz like wat Kang Kang said...most importantly is to truely enjoy urself....so i did....=> i really did my very best....
heehee....for the 2nd part of the song...actually that gal from LUSH...have to sing but then she forgot & keep on pushing the small gal from Dreamz to sing...poor thing...haix...but anyway...i tried not to get nervous by the sudden misunderstanding...i have to remain calm & steady...soon.....the whole song finished...*phew*
SHINE gave me lots of encouargement & confidence....
before we knew it...it's time for them to announce the 2nd team into the semi-finals....
At the back stage...SHINE gave each other encouragement...JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!
Even Cool Boyz hoped that we could get in & gave us encouragement too!! => heehee...
Dreamz oso hoped that SHINE & Dreamz can get in together...
Then...it's time....
"the 2nd group to get in is...........No.....No.....3!!!!! Dreamz!!!!!"
We were stunned...shocked...empty....
we were so confident of ourselves...but then...the result is not what we expected...
though we felt disappointed...we cant possibly show our sad emotion on TV...
we continued to smile & cheer up inside the studio...
then....suddenly...my tears could not control itself....i felt that my tears are flowing out!!!
i cant control anymore!!! i faster hide myself behind Jia...i cant let anyone see....i kept on hiding behind Jia's jacket....Actually, Yee,Yan & Shi are also trying hard to control...
Holding on to our tears...we walked up to the carpark...
Initially, my tears flowed coz we lost this competition which we had alot of confidence...
now in the car park...actually...my tears were going to stop...but then...
i could sense & feel the strong support from our families, friends & relatives...
i was so touched...then we cried again...
"SHINE will always be our Superstar"
we were so touched!!! then we took some photos with our 'supporters'....with tears in our eyes...
Though we lost this competition...
we discovered the strong support & warmth our family gave us...
We are still young...there's time for us to climb up & try again....
When we left Mediacorp in my dad's car...suddenly...everyone was so slient...everyone's sliently crying...reading encouragement sms from friends...deep down inside us...our heart is bleeding...we don't understand why our hard work doesn't pay off...we felt so unfair..we felt so silly, as though heaven is playing afool of us...
Then we had supper in Bedok (near Yan's hse coffee shop)...i sat in a separate table from the 4 if them coz i have to feed Alicia...but then i could see that...they are using maddness to overcome the saddness in them...they drank 'jolly shandy', shi ate chilli...etc....
in the end...when we went home...everyone became slient again...
we are trying to stop ourselves from crying again....
WE LOST....
feeling hot @[2:11 PM]
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
lMERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!
This year's christmas...is very very special...
not only did we had a wonderful time BBQing in the afternoon at pasir ris park...
we spent our dinner in ICEKIMO!!!! right there....we exchanged gifts....it was a very touching moment.....
as we exchanged our gifts...we made our speech....we made till we cry....sob sob....we cried till our eyes were so swollen & red...every word that we made were so touching...so thought-provoking....we couldn't control....we tried to use laugher to hold back our tears...but then...we juz could not stop tearing...it was too touching...
anyway...we had a great time in ICEKIMO...the waffle ice-cream is extremely DELICIOUS...highly recommended to taste this....
WE WANNA THANK ROH LING JIE JIE & YONG SHUN...ICE KIMO....FOR GIVING US A TREAT ON CHRISTMAS DAY...THANKS LOTS.....IT'S VERY NICE =>
After the celebration in ICEKIMO...it isn't the end.....it's juz the beginning of a very exciting night...
after we go back to Bedok to drop SCC home....Jin Jeng drove us around in that lorry...wow!!!
guess where did we go....
1st, we went all the way xxxxx & went to the animal farm...which is deep down inside the heart of a pathed forest...whaha...coz there were dogs chasing the lorry...yan, yee & shi they all were so scared...whaha...but then frankly speaking...it's quite errie lar...heehee...n oso smelly whaha...coz we reached the animal farm!!! the animal farm has horses!!! but then too bad..we came too late in the night...so....it's closed....haix...nvm...we shall go again another time...
after that...we told Jin Jeng that we don wanna go home 1st...whaha...we still wanna go ard Singapore...whaha....even though our parents keep on calling us...asking where r we...whahha...naughty us...bluffed them...whaha...then we cont to go ard in that lorry...heehee...
then jin jeng say he wanna bring us go...Seletar Reservior...o~~~ scary man...whaha....
aiyo...down there alot of 'gangsters'...alot of ppl down there got self-modified cars/motorbikes...then they r all in grps...so scary man...heehee...we even planned to find a gangster for yee as her bf whaha....but then all like so old lei...whaha nvm...yee & yan love old old old old man...whaha...jkjk....
that wasn't the end of the journey....JJ brought us to OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL....omg...sth very very strange happened when we went up there...
kk this is what it happened:
JJ was preparing to drive up the hill towards the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL...then before he drove up, Loon came to the back of the lorry to accompany us...knowing that we'll be very very afraid....so....whaha...JJ is the only one driving infront! whaha...of course...i have to go to the front to 'protect' him whahahaha...so me & yee sat in the front...OMG...damm scary lor....
then.....JJ was playing lar...he switched off the head lights saying that it'll be mor interesting...OMG it's damm dark lar...then me & yee say DONT...coz cant see the way properly later he drive us into the drain...then when he switch back the headlights....we saw a group of friend walking downhill...they were so damm quiet lar...they nv say anything & were walking emotionless down the hill...as though they nv saw us at all...initially, we didnt feel anything strange...but then....coz we saw that the road there is blocked...we immediately turned back...in juz abt 1 min....those grp of ppl...juz gone...gone....really gone....coz there's only 1 way out...& then when we get out into the main road...we oso could not find them....kk...we shall not think too much...it might be juz real human whaha.... we r mayb juz scary ourselves whaha
aft that...heehee....we went to CV (Changi Village) for a while...heehee...to find 'Xiao Xiao' & 'Ice' they all ....whaha...u all shld know who right?? heehee...u say lei...go CV can find wat kind of ppl whaha.... wa!!! & really we found JJ's best friends....whaha...somemore we go 2 rounds juz to watch free show whahaha...then we had supper at the coffee shop there...whaha JJ can really eat like a PIG whaha
then....they all came to my hse to stay...except Jia & JJ...they went home...
today was very very fun....i love this day =>
lots of adventure & excitment.... n ya....forgot to say one more thing...
during the whole journey...i was making my extremely touching speech at the back of the lorry...even me myself oso cant control my tears...we all tried to hide our tears but then...cant....haix....i wondered....will this special day repeat itself again???
feeling hot @[10:40 PM]
I've made a speech for everyone...
the contents is about the thoughts & after effects of the competition..
mm...i shall not disclose the touching information about the speech whaha...it's private & confidential...heehee...
but i strongly believe that everyone in SHINE will certainly keep every word deep in their heart..
I prepared the speech for almost a week...trying to keep it simple & short yet at the same time able to fully express what im really feeling & oso touching...actually the whole thing shld take about only 15mins...BUT...it took us all almost a total of 3hrs!!!!
This day is really a very meaningful day...after 2months...how have we been doing??wat r our feelings now?? how have we progress?? how have we changed???
A new year...a new start...a new chapter of our life...a new beginning...
but...have we readily recovered?? have we all climbed up from where we fell???
haix...sob sob...
no matter wat....u all brought me many precious memories that nothing can replace...really beauitful memories that will stay deep in my heart forever...
lastly...we sang a very meaningful song by SHE
then 1st 2 lines of the lyrics..is really very very meaningful....
如果你不再出现 我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关节 你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现 我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间总要把诺言一点点吹毁
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关节 你最后属于谁
feeling hot @[4:01 PM]
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